doubts

from time to time, we doubt ourselves. we doubt our capabilities and we doubt if we can ever make things happen. these doubts tend to paralyze us from doing things to achieve our goals. our subconscious mind already pictured that we won't make it even before we even take action. it sucks when we stopped believing; believing in a bright future, believing we can be who we want to be, believing that we deserve a good life. somehow, our friends and people close to us make us see what we fail to see in ourselves. most of the time we only see our imperfections and our weaknesses that we forgot that we also have strengths. most of all God is there loving us, sometimes we aren't even fully aware of it.

God, this is the time when my mind is filled with doubts. no amount of positive thinking seem to make it go away. please Lord help me overcome this. there seems to be a placebo effect when i'm not in the right frame of mind. everything else doesn't seem right. Lord, i'm humbly asking for guidance. i'm humbly asking for light to clear my vision and be the person that i'm meant to be. it's not a selfish request Lord. it's just that when i feel good, i radiate that goodness to people around me. please, help me because i can't do this without You.