Saturday, December 27, 2008

HONORABLE MAYOR NASSER PANGANDAMAN JR. BEATS UP FATHER AND SON AT VALLEY GOLF AND COUNTRY CLUB

DAR chief, son face mauling raps
12/27/2008 4:29PM
http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/nat... /08/dars-pangandaman-complained-mauling-antipolo-city-g olfers
Agrarian Reform Secretary Nasser Pangandaman Sr. and his son allegedly mauled two golf players, including a 14-year-old boy, inside a golf club in Antipolo City, Rizal province, on Friday afternoon.
Delfin dela Paz and his 14-year-old son, Bino, went to the Antipolo City police station and filed complaints of serious physical injuries and violation of Republic Act 9262 or the Anti-Violence Against Women and Their Children, against Pangandaman and his son, Mayor Nasser Pangandaman Jr. of Masiu, Lanao del Sur.
Dela Paz told Antipolo City police investigators that he and his son were already on hole No. 6 of the Valley Golf and Country Club in Antipolo City, when the younger Pangandaman tried to overtake them, which they said was against golf etiquette.
The victim said he got mad and tried to complain, but he was suddenly mauled by the mayor and his bodyguards. He added that his son tried to pacify the mayor, but, he too, was mauled by the group.
After the incident, dela Paz said he went to the country club's front desk to complain, but he was followed and mauled again by the mayor and his bodyguards.
Dela Paz said Secretary Pangandaman was one of the men who allegedly mauled him and his son at the country club's front desk.
While being mauled, dela Paz said he saw the younger Pangandaman pull out a gun, which alarmed other people at the golf club.
After the incident dela Paz's daughter Bambee wrote about the incident in her blog site, where she also said the staff and management of the golf club did not help them after the incident.
"None of the security guards even tried to stop the fight. Right in the clubhouse.... The general manager of Valley Golf would not give us the names of the men who made my brother's ear bleed. It took him an hour. Maybe even more than that. He seemed to not want to help us," she wrote in her blog.
Antipolo police said they will file the charges against the Pangandamans.
Meanwhile, in a phone interview, the elder Pangandaman told the ABS-CBN News Channel that it was Dela Paz who started the incident by cursing at his son.
Pangandaman added they did not overtake Dela Paz's group, since they were already ahead of them.
The secretary said they will file counter charges against Dela Paz.
The management of the golf club, meanwhile, has not yet issued any statement as of posting time.
Pangandaman was recently appointed to the government's peace panel with the Moro Islamic Liberation Front (MILF).


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SADLY, THIS IS THE KIND OF POLITICIANS WE HAVE. THIS IS THE FIRST HAND ACCOUNT OF BAMBEE DE LA PAZ. ALL SHE COULD DO IS WATCH HER FATHER AND BROTHER GET BEATEN UP BY MAYOR NASSER PANGANDAMAN JR.AND HIS BODY GUARDS.
THIS IS THE LINK TO BAMBEE'S BLOG:
http://vicissitude-decidido.blogspot.com

I lash out, but my dad held me back. I was screaming my lungs out, shouting to this mayor, telling him about what he had done. I said: "Nakakahiya kayo. Singkwenta'y sais anyos ang tatay ko. And kapatid ko kakatorse anyos. Anong ilalaban nila sayo?"

****REPOST. REPOST. REPOST SPREAD THE WORD. LET JUSTICE BE SERVED. WHO ARE YOU GOING TO BELIEVE? THIS 18 YEAR OLD KID OR THAT HONORABLE POLITICIAN?

Saturday, December 13, 2008

the bottom line is..

the bottom line of all these misery is i don't love myself. i have doubts about myself. you made me doubt about myself. you blew my self-esteem away. where were you when i needed you the most? i've been alone for a long time and i've come to realize that i have to have that inner peace. i have to realize that i don't really need to have someone to realize my worth. God's love for me should be enough to know my worth. God's love for me reminds me that while i remain to be imperfect, i still deserve to be loved. yes, i am very much imperfect. so what? everyone else is imperfect. they just love to be perfect before others. i don't have to be perfect to be loved. i have to embrace my imperfection and be not afraid to show others that part of me. to show vulnerability is to be strong. forgive. forgive others and forgive myself. that's the way to peace. bottom line is.. God loves me no matter what. He knows me. He knows what to give me at His time. He is just there guiding me.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

agitated

i am still unstable. negativity still resides in me. i still feel powerless over the past. it still hurts me. i'm still affected with everything. i mean everything. but i'm fighting the feeling. i'm not going to let myself drown in that misery. no, you're not going to drown me again, just when i'm trying to saving myself. don't pull me down. you insulted my whole being. you fooled me. you made me believe even when there is really nothing. you're one stupid bitch. but i hate to say that you still make me weak. i still can't get over the fact that i was treated unfairly. it's really unfair. i tried to make it up to you but i was never enough. i was never enough for you. don't make me believe all those lies. don't make me believe that you appreciate me. if you do, you never should have let me go. you should realize that i'd be gone. but it doesn't matter to you because i don't matter to you. don't show me any affection because i don't need it. don't even try to poke the weakest part of me. don't you dare fuck with me. you fucked me enough already. so please, do me a favor... pray that i will be able to forgive you. you made me believe and i can't believe i fell for it. i fall for you over and over again. please don't do this to me. every minute you do something even if we're apart, you make me fall over and over again. even when i know that no one is there to catch me anyway. where were you anyway? fucking someone else? you don't even have the decency to keep it private. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? WHY ARE YOU SO INSENSITIVE THAT YOU ONLY THINK ABOUT YOURSELF? please..even when i say get off my back, i know i still want to see the person that i knew. that sweet and caring person. where is that person? why don't you treat me like before? was it because i hurt you that much? was it because you loved her, so you're feelings for me turned ice cold? i'm just tired. fucking tired of you stomping down my heart. you've let me down, over and over again. i wish i knew how to forgive. i wish i knew how to forget. i wish i knew that you won't be there in the end. we've missed a lot in each other's life. we've learned to build a life on our own. somehow a part of me still longs for you. i still long for your touch. i still long for the person that i knew. yes, the person that i knew. when we tried the last time, i realized that we are different persons now. as much as we would like to work it out, it just seems so impossible because of the pain that we both went through. i hope that i can write something more positive than this one. i'm just so agitated ok? you should know, because you've been betrayed. i lost you completely, that i have to accept. you are very different from the j that i know before. i wish i can say that you are better. but hell, you're a lot worse. pain should make you stronger not make you a bitter person.