insecure

i just saw her friendster profile. i felt a tightness in my chest. it was for real. it's like the flow of blood in my heart was disrupted. i knew exactly the reason why. i am insecure. she's the "replacement." compared to her, i feel nothing. but i know that i not nothing. we have differences. she's a trophy girlfriend and that's good. i just feel insecure. but so what? i can still be everything she's not.