also a letter to villete

i still have feelings for you. but i don't know if it's love or you're just a very bad habit to break. you're my addiction and i need to go to rehab for this. i guess my mind always drifts back to the time when i loved someone so much. it's incredible to know that i can love that way. ironically, i felt love for a person and at the same time i felt unloved by that same person. things happened already and i just can't get over it. i still feel bitterness. you made me feel i wasn't needed. you confused me with the letter you sent to villete. i don't know. i guess we won't see each other soon. I pray to God that we'll find our way to fix our stained relationship. i don't know. but i still haven't forgiven you fully.