gusto ko nalang matapos na dahil wala namang kinahihinatnan to. i mean, kung may mangyayari, dapat nangyari na. damang dama ko yung sinabi mo. sometimes i wonder, "where is that person who is supposed to make me feel like how they say in the love songs?" i mean, something pops into my head, and i try my best not to think about it, and usually i succeed and just forget, but the 12 munites (thay say) of depression really gets to me. after that i get on with my day. it happens everyday, in odd times pa. while in the classroom then you become distracted, and for that 12 minutes, you hear nothing but your thoughts. that's how it is. when will it end? maybe now. but then again, maybe never.
usually you say you're sick of it, and you are ready to let go, and you mean it, with all your heart, you really do. saying that will make you feel better most of the time, but when the time comes and you realize it, you tell yourself you don't really have a choice or even a say in the mater because it's not really you who is choosing how you are supposed to feel, it's your heart.
ewww! cheeseball. haha. bakit ba pag ganito, ang dami kong nasasabi? haha. when i had a problem in my famili (yung sa dad ko) i had nothing to say but "i'm so dazed." haha. fuck.
AYOKO NA TALAGA.
sometimes i wish i just had a headache instead of this to think about.
-sentiments of a friend..we pretty much go through the same thing..
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