Thursday, April 3, 2008

love that always seems fucked up

parang ang hirap di ba..may taong nasa isip mo lang pero ikaw wala ka naman sa isip niya

i mean..para madali..gusto mo nlang sya alisin sa isip mo.. pag sinubukan mo..hindi pala ganon kadali..

gusto mo mgng masaya and act like everthing's ok.. later on, may something mskt sa dibdib.. gusto mo magheal pero lalo lang maskt..ewn kong it's part of the process.. pero alam mo yn.. it's hard to feel stuck..stuck..you can' t go back to the past..and at the same time you can't move on to the future.. you do things to say that "you're moving on" only to realize that a part of you is still left to that past. memories, pain and suffering still haunt you..

tpos..you start to wonder is there really someone out there.. or "the one" already left..and never coming back.. tpos you'll decide nlng to do what is right.. you keep doing it.. tpos doing what's right is not always happy.. where will you end up with? are you going to end up alone? life sucks you know.. to put it more accurately, love sucks.. is it just the expectation that's bringing you pain? or things always seem fuck up that's bringing pain?

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