right time

there is a right time for everything. we care for each other but it's still not enough for us to be together. you are with someone. you can't fight for me. maybe we are not meant to be. i won't force things. i've decided to just let things be. let things flow. maybe, plans fail because it's really not meant to be. of course, i would like us to be friends. but it's not possible as of the moment. the cut is so deep that there my brain seems to shut off the idea that we can still be together. the pain was all too much for me to bear. i still feel a bit stupid for saying my real feelings to you. only to feel ridiculed because i still wasn't enough for you. it's over. and i have given up any idea that we can still be together.