maybe my priorities are too worldly. any human being would crave deep affection from another human being. one can't help but feel really depressed for not receiving. but according to Christian teachings, giving love is more important than receiving it. so, okay. now i wanna give it a try. now, where should i begin?
as soon as i woke up this morning, i prayed to God saying that i can't handle the pain..the burden of moving on from a relationship gone bad. i talked to Him and told Him that i should do something that i've never done before. i really had no idea how to handle this thing. instead, a thought hit me. i shouldn't deal with this. i should just leave it all to God. this is beyond my powers. it's not like i can still do something to save the relationship. maybe it's a relationship worth throwing away. i don't really know. it's up to God. i trust Him. i can get through this. Maybe He has better plans and at the end of this dark tunnel that i'm going through, something good will come out. i trust you Lord.
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